#CameronMustGo

Originally Published 25rd Nov 2014 on Lemon People

Trending on twitter is the rolling snowball of the internet, gathering speed and momentum with retweets and use of puns. Right now, #CameronMustGo is trending on Twitter in London, UK, and worldwide. It’s not a massive surprise, maybe because I wholeheartedly agree, that so many people are sick of a man who imposed austerity cuts, is dismantling the public services, clearly benefits from relationships with advisors in big business, including the banking sector, and constantly points his finger at immigrants and the poor. BBC News showed a short clip of Cameron the other day, with the voice over that stated; ‘despite research showing immigration is good for the U.K economy’,’Cameron stands firm on immigration reform’. No analysis, no questions – just a collective sigh as 5 seconds of our news pays attention to something we’re all becoming more and more aware of – logically catering to the publics best interests is not in the interests of those in power. Distorting peoples understanding of the facts, and turning people against each other to gain votes, is in the best interests of those in power. Cameron is currently in power. Therefore, #CameronMustGo

There’s an inevitable follow up to Cameron leaving office however, that we can’t all agree on. Who can be in power and serve peoples best interests? A party that listens to voters, actively engages in issues it cares about, doesn’t represent private interests, and has a plan for the U.K’s recovery (one that goes beyond kicking out people who are proven to be helpful, not harmful, to our country). That discounts UKIP easily, as they are bankrolled by one private interest, with an ex-banker at the helm and a hateful and illogical attitude towards immigration. Lib Dem showed they wouldn’t stand strong for any key issues in the coalition, so they’re out too. Labour..? So much faith lost in the past, and a leader with the charisma of a dead fish found under your fridge, don’t bode well. Their establishment links hold them back further, causing the widely held belief that they are the same as the Conservatives.

There’s a party, that you may not have seen much coverage of *ahemTV Debates*, that haven’t had the chance to disappoint us yet, nor are they a one policy pony *ahemUKIP*. They actually have some sensible plans for the future. They see rebuilding and reinforcing public services as a way to aid economic recovery, proven by European models such as Germany, in conjunction with green policies which are more efficient, cheaper and better for the world, than policies based around vested interests of corporations *ahemMass Privatisation*.
They are also currently having a #Green Surge  . It’s the Green party, obviously. The party with most of its hold on the generations who rarely vote is still growing in polls. If that section of the population did vote, it would be enough to change election results. I’m going to vote Green and pray enough people join me, to at least grow their presence in the Commons, even if they do not win. The others no longer appear to be options, and I am grateful for my right to vote – even in an electoral process I don’t entirely agree with.

Research who you would like to vote for, and then just do it. I’d like to see how many of the #CameronMustGo tweeters are registered, as it’s easy to rail against the powers that be if you never held a stake in putting them there. It’s also easy to become a hypocritical ass if you decide that not voting makes you in some way more politically aware or radical, as (unless you are devoting large amounts of time and research into finding a way to change this system), you are just an enabler. Enabling a shit system while selling your voting friends down the river by denying your own voice in the debate. If you don’t vote because you don’t think it will make a difference, then be aware that your thoughts are the reason it won’t make a difference. If you know how you would vote, but don’t, you are choosing to make it harder for the policies and parties you do agree with to get any influence. If you don’t vote because of no proportional representation, spoil your ballot.

In short; #CameronMustGo tweeters, I agree, now shall we do something about it?

To see what party you most agree with, check out http://voteforpolicies.org.uk/ 

‘Truth always rests with the minority, and the minority is always stronger than the majority, because the minority is generally formed by those who really have an opinion, while the strength of the majority is illusory, formed by gangs who have no opinion’. – Kierkegaard

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Stalking Fanny

This was originally posted as part of a ‘Portraits’ project for Lemon People

It was made from direct quotes from Fanny, and her social media profiles, without us ever meeting. The fill-in sheets I used to gather these quotes are here. The front cover is here

I saw Fanny next to a smoking vintage. She stands behind the lights and cameras surrounding the car, producing my dream of her entrance. I hear of Fanny in a town called Belleville 

The first day, she met with a friend from University of the Arts. She waited for her at the bus stop, long dark hair flicking under a woollen scarf. She picked her nails.

 “I started here in now, never thought it would become tomorrow. “

 These were the first words I knew of Fanny, muttered rushingly into the breeze. Another girl arrived. I ducked further into hiding, so they couldn’t know. It was getting freezing. I wondered what Fanny thought of it?

 “When I was a girl, I knew I wanted to play chess. When I was a boy, I decided I really wanted to win. I think the reason was Kubrick.”

 I was stuck with a view of her back, her friends face animated behind. What friend? I don’t know, I don’t know Fanny.

 “My feet whirls around a doublebass. I’ve never been in a band. I always watched films.”

 I think she’s telling a story.

 “The best climate is September.”

 Or, it’s a tinder date

 “My favourite film is 2001. My favourite book is Neon Bible. I am nostalgic, sometimes. “

Girl across smiles

“Nothing makes me happier than chokobons. Nothing makes me angrier than lies.”

Girl flashes the mask of fear. Everyone’s told lies.

 “Around me..I can see weird stuff. Sometimes I think ‘where are the fluffy bears’?”

She laughs and it is beautiful, her mouth is full of shining teeth and her lips stretch across them wide.

 “If I were cut off, couldn’t get back to myself, I would literally become a werewolf.“

With that, she leaves

 “I’m going. To Nebraska”

 I stumble on an old bottle someone left. Drinking and stalking? Step too far in my book.

 “High, did you hear, the one about the dizzy deer?”

 She’s talking to me. How?

 “How did you know I was here?”

 “I heard what I hear in my head when I’m asleep, ‘Red grass and green sky’.”

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Fill-in Sheet for Fanny

As part of the Lemon People project Stalking Fanny I gave Fanny fill in sheet, which I then quoted for the story itself.

The other day, walking through _________, I felt _______. I never lie, but ________. The face had reminded me of someone else. Or, maybe a ___I heard what I hear in my head when I’m _asleep______, ‘____________________________________________________________’. It was like another place. (Short description here).

When I was ________ I knew I wanted to __________. When I was __________, I decided I really wanted to ________. I _______ the reason was ___________________. My _________ whirls around _________. I’ve never _____________. I always ____________.

The cold makes me ___________. The best climate is ___________. My favourite film is ___________. My favourite book is _____________. They are ____________. I am __________, sometimes. If I could put my work in only a few words, _____________________. ______________ ?

I got distracted. This is __new______ for me. As I was walking, I saw some litter up ahead. Leaning to pick it up, it was that image of that facial expression,

It’s funny how things happen. I started ________ in ________, never thought it would become ____________. Nothing makes me happier than ______________. Nothing makes me angrier than ______________.

The image curls into my pocket. I feel __________. The road ahead widens. I get to where I’m going. I get to _________________.

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Here are Fanny’s answers;

The other day, walking through __space_______, I felt _light______. I never lie, but __i get angry ______. The face had reminded me of someone else. Or, maybe a _deer_____. I heard what I hear in my head when I’m _asleep______, ‘___Red grass and green sky_________________________________________________________’. It was like another place. (Short description of any planet here).

When I was _a girl_______ I knew I wanted to __play chess________. When I was __a boy________, I decided I really wanted to _win ________. I _think______ the reason was __Kubrick__________________. My _feet_________ whirls around __a doublebass________. I’ve never ___been in a band__________. I always _watched films___________.

The cold makes me __horny_________. The best climate is __September_________. My favourite film is _2001__________. My favourite book is __Neon Bible___________. They are ___inspirations_________. I am ___nostalgic_______, sometimes. If I could put my work in only a few words, _it would be frustrating____________________. __Say what____________ ?

I got distracted. This is __new______ for me. As I was walking, I saw some litter up ahead. Leaning to pick it up, it was that image of that facial expression,

It’s funny how things happen. I started __here______ in ___now_____, never thought it would become ___tomorrow_________. Nothing makes me happier than ___chokobons___________. Nothing makes me angrier than ___lies___________.

The image curls into my pocket. I feel ___great_______. The road ahead widens. I get to where I’m going. I get to ____Nebraska_____________.

Femmeuary Finale! Art, Prose, Music, Poetry, Crayola Guitars and Sisterly Love

Originally posted 4th March 2015 on Lemon People

Each year Femmeuary provides some of the most intimate work I have read online. This year’s piece by Yoni – the best pseud ever, IMHO – has surpassed this intimacy. There are always many stories to relate to in Femmeuary, for all genders, but this particular non fiction piece stood out by not shouting out, but speaking directly to its readers. ‘The Men In My Life’ will break your heart a little – not in pity, but in empathy – as it address each inner voice, that just wants to stop.stop.stop. – while talking to you with the intelligent logical mind of a strong, driven and hyper aware girl/woman/feminist superhero (without any ‘correct feminist’ superiority). Just read it already. (buying options for zine below;))

Georgia Flowers has provided beautiful illustrations for many pieces included in Femmeuary, and each has fitted its subject perfectly, while retaining Georgia’s inimitable style. She read out Brodi’s incredible piece ‘Let Her Cry’ – a touching, oft hilarious look into the damsel in distress disorder our society creates. With such a large crowd – people were listening in from the corridoor like polite church mice – there was always the possibility the acts would be drowned out. Instead, it was quiet as a pin drop through Brodi’s, Yoni’s
Maia Thomas showed her animation ‘Don’t Diet, Riot!’, which was similar to Yoni’s piece in its direct dialogue with the audience. Don’t Diet, Riot relates personal feelings of inadequacy to the wider political, cultural and social landscape, showing the conflict between believes, like not wanting to conform to elistism, and day-to-day challenges to that, such as still wanting to go to a ‘good’ university so you will be considered intelligent.

Cate Ferris blew the audience along on her carousel, with a mis of tape recorders, loops, synths, vocabulary tricks and something that make you want to be her best friend. Contortula is a new favourite word, with a Latin base in a thing that has broken from, and is beautiful. In Cate’s words ‘all of us’. She proved this, as we all swooned under the power of her crayola guitar and Joni through Kate vocals.

A friend of mine left, believing that after Cate, there could be no more enjoyment. He turned out to be wrong. Next were the Pink Lizards – a 00’s Janis Joplin flying on a Jefferson Airplane and screaming us into a moshing mass of hysteria (and yes there were men there, so screw gendered hysteria).

Femmeuary will be back with more. So watch these spaces:

Alice Ash

Brodi Snook 

Chloe Hardwood

Sarah Dearing

Georgia Flowers 

and Lemon People as Steph Wilson contributed widely and I (Alice, hi) was kindly asked to be a contributing editor this year

TTIP-ing the Balance

Originally poster on 11/11/14 on Lemon People here

It was only a month or so that I spoke to a –generally politically aware and active friend – about TTIP. I was surprised that she hadn’t heard of it. Only to be further surprised that many in the group I was with were also unaware of exactly what it means. Then, I felt I wasn’t confident enough with the details to explain fully.  Partly due to the details of TTIP being mainly off limits to press and public

A month or so has passed now, and the secret is coming out. This shadily manufactured bill, even while the exact transcript is restricted from the pubic and media, has finally come to light. Now, many of those who were unaware have come our fervently against this enabling bill for further corporate power. Corporate ethics are not universally popular, surprisingly. On the 11th October over 1000 people gathered in Parliament Square, from Occupy, Friends of the Earth, Unite the Youth and more of the generally concerned, showing the secret is out. Over 400 actions in 22 cities held took place that day. The winds have changed away from ‘TTIP wtf?’ to ‘That means companies can sue the government, and essentially govern the county unelected, increasing privitisation? WTF?’

One of the main arguments raised against the bill is it opening up governments to being sued by trans national corporations. John Hilary, the executive director for War on Want – a campaigning organization with inequality causing poverty leveled in their crosshairs – said that ‘this elevates trans national corporations to the same status as the nation state itself’. Already our politicians regularly move into jobs in trans national corporations after their time in power, its known how close the two sectors already are. The government spends around 10billion a year conducting research and development for private companies; Vodaphone, Starbucks, Arms dealers, Oil firms all benefit from paying little tax with no benefit fraud complications; around 50% of public sector spending on goods and services (around 187billion) now lands in private pockets; Boris Johnson saw far more city bankers in his first term in office than public servants (and see’s anti-TTIP individuals as ‘numbskulls’…un-bialy). The TTIP may be the final tip towards countries, as well as their economies, falling under the complete control of Trans-nationals competing for profit. Capitalism is ruthless, and profit has been consistently ranked over people in Capitalist economics.

The main aim of TTIP is to open up EU businesses to American companies.

Creating new trade agreements that try to get around pesky regulation standards to get better profits for business.

If you are still out of the loop of the TTIP agenda, which to a large part the media and public are, here are a few salacious selections:

–       TTIP gives corporations the ability to sue the national governments through new powers to bypass domestic courts.

–       TTIP see unemployment as jobs switch to the USA.

–       TTIP could also see the relaxing of private data laws

–       TTIP’s lifting of environmental regulations:

  • Lead to increase in CO 2 emissions
  • Flood networks with GM foods
  • Give corporations further power to commandeer protected land for farming

–       Privatisation is highly likely to increase with TTIP

–       TTIP promotes declining employer safety laws, employee labour standards, food safety and hygiene standards and fair wages

–       TTIP allows frakking

Phillip Morris are suing Australia for billions, as the government wants all tobacco products to be marketed in plain packaging. Monsanto are trying to sue Vermont for wanting to put warnings on their labels for GM products. With these examples thus far, there appear to be no positive effects from TTIP, unless you’re already in the rich clique of corporate controllers.

TTIP is a slap in the face to the majority of the EU. The UK has already been dragged through austerity cuts, university fees, 0 hour contracts and the many, many failings of private businesses. Including those contracted to provide worse services and worse working conditions, in hospitals and universities, and the banking bailouts. There is a form of socialism in the U.K right now, but it’s for the rich. Those at Parliament Square on The 11th October were angry. At being kept in the dark, as well as over the effect of TTIP. Simultaneously, there was a sense of futility. If they can do this, secretively, then not listen to the criticism roaring around it; not listen to the protests; not listen to the people who can’t afford to heat, or live in, a home due to 0 hour contracts, little support and poor working conditions; not listen to the – gagged by law – overworked NHS workers.

What will it take to change a government more concerned with corporations than people? Nigel Farage – ex-city banker running a party funded by one rich man – is scratched off the list of possibilities of course, as are the major parties who have all in heir own ways contributed to this commingling of business and politics. We can’t sit back and allow the continued breaking up of the U.K, and EU, into bite size of corporate chunks without putting up a fight.

If you want to help action against TTIP, or find out more, read below:

Green Party: ‘TTIP trade deal is a corporate grab that must be stopped’

http://greenparty.org.uk/news/2014/07/11/green-party-ttip-trade-deal-is-a-corporate-power-grab,-that-must-be-stopped/

War on Want: ‘Say No to TTIP’: http://waronwant.org/campaigns/trade-justice/more/action/18180-sign-up-to-say-no-to-ttip

Occupy London http://occupylondon.org.uk/stop-ttip-articles/

For information on dangerous thinking in private corporations watch ‘The Corporation’ by Joel Bakan: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6zQO7JytzQ

Getting to Know You

Hi.

I’m Alice. I write, I make things; I like the big as the small and the all as interconnected in entropic freefall. This is a notebook of half pumped synapse spasms, a work in process on watching people and things. This space is for fiction, fact and personal projects.

Have a look around, and if you would like to work together, or have a chat, send me an e-mail at alicelouisewadsworth@gmail.com

When I’m not daydreaming….

Most recently, I founded Just Gushing (see below). I’m a long term member of Lemon People collective and contributing editor at The New British, with Kez Glozier and Neville Brody. Otherwise, I dot about; writing, editing; working with music and the environment; doing odd jobs. I was lucky to work on this project recently with WarChild, on a topic I feel strongly about. Print clippings, and work by category, is available on the top right hand side (dropdown) of the main page.

Just Gushing

Sharing stories provides us another filter through which to see the world (and I craved outlets after finishing a Literature BA spent by the beach) so I started jusgushing.worpress.com @JustGushing in 2015 – a site sharing narratives in all forms. With a team of unique editors, we encourage anyone with ideas, and perspectives that aren’t heard often enough, to pitch to us, then we offer assistance to the projects and pieces (art/article/poem/film etc.) that we find most interesting and least represented elsewhere. We claim no rights over the work and help publicise and support it at any subsequent publication. We started with a focus on discussing mental health, but the pool was so wide we thought we’d make it for anything with an important voice. E-mail justgushing@gmail.com to contribute, or offer editorial assistance, if you like the cut of our jib.

Anyway, I hope you like this notebook of internal monologues and flights of fancy.

Nice to meet you,
Alice